Tuesday, August 11, 2009

Does crazy reside in Texas?

While talking to my Mom on my way to work she told me about this crazy BITCH in Texas. She was a drug addict with a 5wk old son... She cut off his penis, called the cops and blamed the family dog, ironically a weiner dog. Supposedly, the infant had colic and they believe that was the problem. I have to wonderful boys, who have at times driven me insane!!! But in the end I love em to death! How in the world could you do that? How can you hold on to your child, that you cared for for 9 months, went through pain to bring into this world, only to do that? How do you hurt a helpless little baby honestly? yours or not? They are utterly helpless, dependent on you for everything! Mainly your love, and you can manage to hurt them? Almost kill them? This particular crazy bitch is facing life! And i hope she gets it...and I hope some other crazy bitch gets a hold of her and kills her. Sounds so cruel and heartless...But I do..There are great amazing people in the world that can not have children and deserve to..then there are people like this c*nt...who dont deserve to breath! GRR i am so very angry right now!



http://abclocal.go.com/ktrk/story?section=news/local&id=6956791

Friday, July 31, 2009

P.O.S job!

I am in, to say the very least, a very crappy mood. My job is great, if you are in school or something like that. It is also great when you have children and need a job who isnt going to give you a bunch of shit when they get sick. But when it comes to raises they suck! I have been here for almost 3 years, no raise no benefits passed over for a job (i believe for my age) and while I see other people get raises, i am continuosly denied. Certain people quit but bc they have family as our supervisor their position is held incase they dont like the job they left for!! WTF! Seriously!! Then there are people who take vacations and days off and obviously dont need the job but just need a hobby or something. Give me your hours! Damn to be able to work only bc you want to and not because you need to. what a joy that would be. I am here everyday, working everyday, not talking ot my family all day while im here. doesnt that account for something? Anyone know of any jobs out there? Cuz i am strongly looking!

Wednesday, July 29, 2009

O BOY IT IS RAINING!

WHY IS IT FATHERS OF CHILDREN THEY DONT SUPPORT HAVE RIGHTS TO ANYTHING? MY EX HASNT WORKED IN OVER A YEAR HASNT PAID CHILD SUPPORT IN AS LONG, BUT WAS ABLE TO FILE IN THE COURT FOR VISITATION...WHICH ISNT FREE. WHILE I GO TO WORK EVERYDAY TO SUPPORT MY CHILDREN, THEN HAVE TO LEAVE WORK TO GO TO A THOUSAND BULLSHIT COURT DATES. ALL THE WHILE PAYING FOR CHILD CARE BECAUSE THEY DONT WANT YOUR KIDS IN A JUVINLE COURT! THE MALE! JUDGE AWARDS VISITATION TO THIS LOWLIFE, WHO LIED IN COURT ABOUT WHERE HE IS LIVING, WHEN AND WHY HE LOST HIS JOB, AND WHERE MY SON WOULD BE STAYING! SO EVERY WEDNESDAY, AND EVERY OTHER WEEKEND I HAVE TO MEET AT A PLACE THAT SETS UP DROP OFFS AND PICK UPS, SO WE DONT HAVE TO DEAL WITH EACH OTHER. WONDERFUL ESPECIALLY SINCE HE HAS A VIOLENT HISTORY AND ALSO HAS BEEN CHARGED WITH DOMESTIC VIOLENCE FOR "CHOKE SLAMMING" ME IN FRONT OF MY SON. ALL THIS FUN TO FIND OUT MY SON DOENST HAVE A BEDROOM, LET ALONE A BED TO SLEEP IN. BECAUSE HIS FATHER ILLEGALLY LIVES WITH HIS GIRL FRIEND IN A SUBSIDIZED APARTMENT. NO PROBLEM WITH LOW INCOME HOUSING! AT ALL I HAD TO USE THEM TO GET BACK ON MY FEET TOO! BUT THEY ABUSE IT. THESE ARE THE PEOPLE WHO GIVE THOSE OF US WHO HAVE EVER RECIEVED ASSISTANCE RIGHTFULLY A BAD NAME!! BUT MY SON HAS TO SHARE A TWIN SIZED BED WITH ANOTHER CHILD, ISNT BEING TAKEN CARE OF, COMES HOME DIRTY, AND UNHAPPY. THE COURTS ARE UNDER THE IMPRESSION THAT HE IS WITH HIS FATHER AT HIS GRANDPARENTS WHERE HE ACTUALLY LIVES...HA IT IS ACTUALLY JUST THE ADDRESS HE USES.. THEN TODAY I GET SERVED AT WORK! HE FILED CONTEMPT OF COURT PAPERS! THE PLACE WE MEET REQUIRES AN ORIENTATION BEFORE YOU START. BUT FOR SOME REASON THEY ALLOWED US TO DO IT THE FIRST WEEKEND BUT ADVISED AGAINST IT AGAIN UNTIL WE HAD ORIENTATION. SO FOR THE 1 DAY THEY TOLD ME NOT TO MEET HE FILED PAPERS...AGAIN..THAT ARENT FREE...AGAIN. SO I HAVE TO MISS WORK...AGAIN TO DEAL WITH HIS IGNORANCE! ANYONE ELSE UNDERSTAND HOW THIS BULLSHIT WORKS!? AT ALL? I DO EVERYTHING I CAN TO KEEP MY CHILDREN FEED, EDUCATED, CLEAN AND WONDERFUL...WHICH IF I DO SAY SO MYSELF, I HAVE DONE A DAMN GOOD JOB, PRIMARILY BY MYSELF...BUT YOU WANT TO PLAY GAMES WITH MY SON...THAT PISSES ME OFF... GO GET A JOB! WORK, PAY CHILD SUPPORT! DO WHAT I DO EVERY FUCKING DAY!

gettin to know me

ARE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE? Nope my mom actually just saw Candace Bergan on T.V and liked her name…

WHAT IS YOUR FAVE COLOR? Blue

WHAT IS YOUR FAVE TV SHOW? I don’t get a lot of T.V time, I really like rescue me tho.

WOULD YOU GO BUNGEE JUMPING? Sure y not

WHAT IS YOUR FAVE HOLIDAY? Anything I am getting presents for!

WHAT ARE YOU HEARING RIGHT NOW? Sounds of people typing!

LAST MOVIE YOU SAW AT THE THEATER? Mall cop

WHAT IS YOUR FAVE BOOK? Lots! Any thing funny.. Are you there God its me Margaret!

WHAT IS YOUR FAVE RESTAUTRANT? Longhorn!

DREAM VACATION? Bahamas

WHAT TIME DO YOU GET UP IN THE MORNING? Alarm set for 7

DIAMONDS OR PEARLS? DIAMONDS

WHAT IS YOUR FAVE BREAKFAST Scrambled eggs and fried potatoes!

WHAT IS YOUR MIDDLE NAME? Marie

WHAT IS YOUR FAVE ETHNIC FOOD? ANY AND ALL

FAVORITE POTATOE CHIPS? Plain chips and dip

WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE CD? Currently Shinedown

WHAT TYPE OF CAR DO YOU HAVE? Saturn Vue

WHAT IS YOUR DREAM CAR? I want a Mazda 7 or 9

WHAT CHARACTERISTICS DESCRIBE YOU BEST? Loud, silly, tired!

WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE CLOTHING? Jeans and a t

WHAT IS YOUR FAVE BRAND OF CLOTHING? Don’t really have one

WHERE WERE YOU BORN? 1984

WHAT IS YOUR FAVE SPORT TO WATCH? Football

COKE OR PEPSI? Def. Coke

ARE YOU A NIGHT OWL OR A MORNING PERSON? Neither!

WHAT SIZE SHOE DO YOU WEAR? 6.5-7

WHAT DID YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GREW UP? A teacher

WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE CANDY BAR? Anything with peanuts!

BEST CHILDHOOD MEMORY? ummmm

WHAT COLOR UNDERWEAR ARE YOU WEARING? Bue

EYE COLOR? Poopy brown

EVER BEEN TO AFRICA? Nopes

WHAT IS YOUR FAVE DAY OF THE WEEK? Friday

LOVED SO MUCH IT MADE YOU CRY? Most definately

WHAT IS YOUR FAVE FLOWER? Lily/daisy

WHAT IS YOUR FAVE ICECREAM? Superman

WHAT IS YOUR FAVE FAST FOOD? Wendys

WHAT STORE ARE YOU MOSTLY LIKELY TO MAX OUT A CREDIT CARD AT? Platos Closet!

WHAT DO YOU DO WHEN YOU ARE BORED?` Play on line at work

LAKE, RIVER, OCEAN? Ocean

TATTOOS? 9! And counting!

PEIRCINGS? 10!

KIDS? 2 BEAUTIFUL LITTLE BOYS

RELATIONSHIP STATUS? HAPPILY TAKEN